Monday, May 21, 2012

This short time that we call Life

Just a quick note because this has been on my mind. . . .

Since working in this hospital, I have a whole new appreciation for my life and my health.  As I have said in past blog posts, I am a Cardiovascular Perfusionist.  Long story short, I keep you alive during open heart surgery.  But since I've been working in this career, I have seen ALOT of things that will question the way you live.

I've seen miracles, accidents, life and death up close.  I've seen deathly sick people make a full recovery and people who have successful surgery drop dead two days later.  I've been in Trauma situations where a patient is coding, CPR is being performed, a pump is exploding and the family of the patient is right there to view it all.

When I tell people what I do, 8 times out of 10 they say "If I have some heart problems, I'm coming to you."  and 10 times out of 10, I reply "I hope and wish and pray that you never have to see me."

So what's my point?

My point is this:  Take care of your life.  Exercise, eat right, call your friends and family.  I'm not saying to do P90X and Insanity, become a vegan and stalk your family and friends, no.  I'm just saying make an effort to live better.  Take a walk, watch what you eat and if there is someone you don't like, stop putting that hateful energy into them and channel that energy towards those who matter.

 Keep on Evolving.

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Testimony. . . Thank God.

Something just happened to me that cannot be explained other than an act of GOD.  Here is the story:

In August 2011, I got sick with a fever.  At first, I was trying to tough it out because it's just a fever, nothing that some soup and bed rest couldn't handle.  But my fever would not go down.  100. . .100.4. . . 101.3. . .you know a fever is bad when your temperature sounds like a radio station.  102. . . 103.4. . . . It just kept on rising and I kept on trying to tough it out.  My mother wanted to take me to the hospital and I said no, I'll be okay plus I don't have insurance and I don't want to deal with that bill.  But if it rises another degree, we gotta go to the hospital.  I'm weak and burning up.  Hoping that a shower would make me feel better, I hop in, wash up, get out and lay back down to take a nap.

When I woke up. . . . .104.3. . . and I felt like death.  Thinking about my deteriorated health made my uninsured self realized that a hospital bill might not be that bad.  I called my mother and said, we gotta go to the hospital. Extremely weak, couldn't barely walk, dry heaving, I somehow make it to the car.  I get to the hospital, stumble through the ER doors and get taken directly to see a doctor.  I was given a cold IV and Incredible Hulk Strength Tylenol.  It helped.

I was feeling better and when I got home my gf was waiting for me there worried sick about me.  That made me feel good.  But then the bill came. . . . . $4,083.34.



$4,083.34


I saw that and was like. . . .


Yup, the hospital gave me a bill for $4,083.34.  Of course I couldn't pay that.  So the bill went to a collection agency where they tracked me down and I gave what I could each month.  Unfortunately it was no more than $100 a month.  But every time they called, I picked, made polite conversation, never got an attitude and paid.

The last time I checked I got my bill down to $3,258.00.

Here is where God comes in and says, you are my child and I got you my nigga. . . .(ok, so he didn't say those words exactly but it was close to it)

Couple days ago I get a phone call from the collection agency asking for my payment.   Since they already had my information on file I ask them to take $100 from my card on file.  The person on the phone says, "We can't do that".  I ask, "Hmm, Why not?".  They reply, " Because all you owe on this account is $90.57"

$90.57


First i was like. . .


Then I was like. . .




But ultimately, I was like. . .

As of now, my medical bill debt is paid and I owe $0.00. 

If God can bring you to it, He can bring you through it.  I got deathly sick, got hit with a hefty medical bill, but God got me through it and took care of my debt.  I can't thank anyone but God for this blessing.  

Prayer works people,

Keep on praying,

Let the Lord use you,

Keep on evolving,

Mr. Robinson